WHY I HAND SEW THESE DAYS.

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About me hand sewing. 
I very rarely hand quilt. Only really special quilts. Or very small projects like mug mats or place mats. 
But I do hand piece these days.
I stopped going out into my studio when my husband was ill as I didn't like leaving him alone in the house. He had Vascular Dementia. Because of his declining mobility he could no longer get out to my studio. So, I started hand stitching while we sat and watched TV together. It was a sad time for me watching him decline but there were good things about it.  We chatted a lot, discussed lots and lots of things, reviews many many photo sideshows on the TV, and he liked watching me sew and assemble quilts. I put up a temporary design wall in the lounge room.
And even though he died in April 2020. I still sit and sew, in my chair, next to his.




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